Eilish

after everything i wanted

I see you

hollow. I understand

the root word of “allay”

may not be love, but it’s the break

I’ll take.

you have phin,

and though it’s a burden

it’s a source of love. a win

is a loss. I’m lost in

every man I meet

I don’t know what’ll be left of me by 46.

maybe I shouldn’t spare them the death—

you don’t

& if they knew what they said

would go straight to your head

they’d yell it.

Tam xx