Eilish
after everything i wanted
I see you
hollow. I understand
the root word of “allay”
may not be love, but it’s the break
I’ll take.
you have phin,
and though it’s a burden
it’s a source of love. a win
is a loss. I’m lost in
every man I meet
I don’t know what’ll be left of me by 46.
maybe I shouldn’t spare them the death—
you don’t
& if they knew what they said
would go straight to your head
they’d yell it.
Tam xx